I’m no Kathy Bates, but I’m sure I’ve lost it. I’m just miserable. I hate the incestuous nature of blogs, the circle where it’s so hard to turn off… you keep circling and hoping to get over to your right… but the right-hand lane is always too hard to reach. You can’t get to right.

I hate learning things about people in blogs, reading about someone I know in a blog. Seeing someone I know in a personal ad. Ex boyfriends on friendster. I need a hug. I don’t want to talk to anyone.