"You’re a bitch on wheels" my mother once said to me when I was acting out as a child. I wasn’t so much a child as a pain in the ass know-it-all. I wasn’t driving a car or riding a…
Archive | July, 2007
intentions
July 30, 2007
I’m writing Moose right now, and it seems my biggest challenge is how to handle voice. It’s a story about my adolescence, taking place when I was twelve. It’s clear that I’m reflecting on this past as a grown woman…
the friends we keep
July 27, 2007
As much of a wet-nap as my neighbor Janene was when playing Monkey In The Middle, beggars can’t be choosers. The older girls across the street didn’t want to play with me. When we’d first moved into our house, I…
fear on the horizon
July 26, 2007
When it’s me at the doctor, for my own body, if there’s any bad news strung in with hope, I’ll cling to the bad, certain I’ll meet my doom. But when I left Lucas’s neurosurgeon’s office, every warning about the…
cry-eee should be a word
July 23, 2007
I’ve been combing through the video archives, looking for his twitches, looking for signs of who he was before the surgery. I want to remember what Lucas is like as a baseline, before I was put on high alert and…
fault
July 23, 2007
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The other day–well, not the other day, but a few days ago, before all this drama–Phil and I were taking a tennis lesson. Not many people know how much I love tennis because overall, I pretty much suck at any…
cabin pressure
July 23, 2007
"I haven’t really reached the anger stage" I said to my dad this morning. But then I thought about it. So not true. A reader emailed me today. Said she’s "been following the blog for years" and then, I expected…
i’m a mess
July 21, 2007
"Be strong." I hate that shit. I've actually always hated that shit. I hate it when I hear it in a movie, or on TV, or on some "love songs at night" radio program. And I know why people say…










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